just coleson jay hawkins...

i never
really
truly
believed
in love at first sight...
sure, sometimes there's an instant
connection...
but love???
no way...
but then i got this pic from madison...

the first time i would really see coleson jay...
looking up at scotty as if to say
"and who might you be?"
and i was in love...
laying in bed at 12:something(ish)
crying...
he was the most beautiful thing i had ever seen...
and i thought to myself -
this is as much as i could possibly love
another human being...
but then...
then i met coleson jay...

i held him in my arms...
i watched his little lips move...
i felt his body rise and fall with each breath...
i felt my own heart skip a few beats when i looked down at him...
and i fell even deeper and deeper in love...

coleson jay hawkins -
you aren't my kid...
you aren't even blood to me...
but you might as well be...
i love you oh so very much...
it's been just over 12 hours
that you've been on this earth
and already you have changed my life...